Guess what! After 9 years, i met you again on the 28th June 2018. Totally unexpected and im not prepared ðĪŠ. To make things even worst the two of us met at the Airport and same flight. Gosh!!!
My reactions? Im shaking and clueless. If only you approach me immediately you will found i am still shock. ððð
Deep down i want to greet you the way we greet before. But my brain keep telling me to hold back and wait for your reaction. Knowing myself very well i can be too emotional sometimes, so i hold everything back and only waiting or pretending that i dint see you. Past experiences teaches me a lot. How I collected all my strengths to be myself again after being broken by you.
In the boarding room, i try to gather myself and act normal. But deep down in my heart i want to talk to you the way talk before. Its totally awkward for me not to greet and talk to the person i know.
Your reactions? U acted cool. Assuming that u didn’t see me!!! But i dont blame you for that. Maybe you have your own reasons not to even look at me. 9 years was a very long period of time. Things changed even though your look still the way you look 9 years ago. Your style still how you dressed before.
If happened that you read this, i just want to say sorry because i didn't approached you. I am happy that you are doing well. God bless you M. Till we meet again. I am still the same persons that you know before.
*Last nite I dreamt of you. ðĪðĪðĪ
